Late night, March 25 at exactly 11:25 I should be sleeping but, I am so much irritated on everything. I felt so wrath that night. Anything that I have seen was felt so asphyxiated, almost to cry every single minute of the night. Wouldn't know, why I'd let this resentment torment me a lot. I've remember the one guy Fb friend posted his raged thoughts about the girl or boy I guess and he quote "about a gold digger, and stop making parinig to his sister and so on...." And me, feeling hatred and really don't know what things pushed me to comment bellow in his status and why I felt so pissed on that guy, and I commented "Why don't you confront that girl personally, instead of posting some uncertain word or your so called revenge in that way. #justsaying #JejefiedOnFb" after that I've felt so bad, so my head & heart's shouted to delete my comment quickly so that no one could ever see my rude comment. But I was shocked, that my comment failed to send. Is this accidentally happened because of our low internet connection that time, or perchance G's wanted to say something? Had a guilty conscience and it got to raised up to 98% that time. Why I've gotta be so rude in an innocent strange fb friends within my unfathomable temper." Please let the spirit of indignant steal away and I declared peace and Love" (5X)
And after that, I'd felt the presence of the caring & worried dady (G). Why I was so shameless and stubborn even the people around me could ever experienced the bad side of me.
Remembered Jesus said on Mark 12:13 "You shall love your neighbor as your self". There is no other commandment greater than these. Also in Ephesians 4:25-29 "Therefore each of you must put off falsehood and speak truthfully to your neighbor, for we are all members of one body. 26“In your anger do not sin”d : Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, 27 and do not give the devil a foothold. 28 Anyone who has been stealing must steal no longer, but must work, doing something useful with their own hands, thatthey may have something to share with those in need.
....And the moral lesson that I have learned on that kind of situation is to stay calm whatever the situation is, and if that so; do not ever implicate other in consequent person specially if you were in that kind of utterly resentment situation. Always remember that we are not alone. Jesus is with us, always!... (lagi mo tandaan loraine ha! Matthew 28:20)
I have too much lesson to catch up out side the real word, but to think that I am only here at the threshold bound to my pathway. And in hope, all of these shall lead and guide me through the twists and turns, up's and down, even happiness and in sorrow and the day to day living . Life teaches us..... To Live!
"Sometimes the bad things that happen in our lives put us directly on the path to the best things that will ever happen to us"
.....We have to go through the bad things to get to the good things just remember this!
Ps: Wrote this not to acquire or even to impressed but to share to you what's really inside of me. :)
T O G O D B E T H E G L O R Y!
