The most painful and hard feeling in the world is when every body looking over your shoulder. Like a small black dot in a white piece of paper, that the first thing that we can only see is the dot one which is in real life is the mistakes you did just once in a period of time. They can easily give their opinion even if they wouldn't know behind the story is all about. For me, it's a nature that people left their criticism quickly on the one who had a mistake even if I see no point in dwelling on what could have been. Likewise they either make it happen or they simply chase a greater opportunity to devastate everything in you but nevertheless they haven't a right to shout it loud into crowds; to 'cause to be sorrowful, distress, getting a low self esteem and totally grieves person who is currently experiencing this kind of utterly depressing situation. Hi! I am just a human like you who is imperfectly living in this earth... However, no matter how embarrassed and nothing as nothing I am experiencing today. I decided to be quite not just for the sake of my reputation but for us to stay calm. And I remember that God said to me so called the Sweet Revenge --" Love your enemy and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven. For he makes his sun rise on evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unnjust" -Matthew 5:44-46. That's the things that I have learned from his words. To say sorry even if they are the one's who first says uncertain words to you, and to stay calm though all of your thoughts and hard feelings is about to explode. Ain't going to fall for those empty talks throwing in me and don't want to put myself in trouble anyway. It's better anything left unsaid and lift up these all unto god. That's the most powerful way to do than anything else. Be strong, be brave, do not ever revenged and put it up all the trust on the one who could only Judged to his creations the Father almighty our god!
To god be all the Glory!
