Sweet revenge...

    The most painful and hard feeling in the world is when every body looking over your shoulder. Like a small black dot in a white piece of paper, that the first thing that we can only see is the dot one which is in real life is the mistakes you did just once in a period of time. They can easily give their opinion even if they wouldn't know behind the story is all about. For me, it's a nature that people left their criticism quickly on the one who had a mistake even if I see no point in dwelling on what could have been. Likewise they either make it happen or they simply chase a greater opportunity to devastate everything in you but nevertheless they haven't a right to shout it loud into crowds; to 'cause to be sorrowful, distress, getting a low self esteem and totally grieves person who is currently experiencing this kind of utterly depressing situation. Hi! I am just a human like you who is imperfectly living in this earth...          However, no matter how embarrassed and nothing as nothing I am experiencing today. I decided to be quite not just for the sake of my reputation but for us to stay calm. And I remember that God said to me so called the Sweet Revenge --" Love your enemy and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven. For he makes his sun rise on evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unnjust" -Matthew 5:44-46. That's the things that I have learned from his words. To say sorry even if they are the one's who first says uncertain words to you, and to stay calm though all of your thoughts and hard feelings is about to explode. Ain't going to fall for those empty talks throwing in me and don't want to put myself in trouble anyway. It's better anything left unsaid and lift up these all unto god. That's the most powerful way to do than anything else. Be strong, be brave, do not ever revenged and put it up all the trust on the one who could only Judged to his creations the Father almighty our god! 

To god be all the Glory!

Grateful

Have you ever felt like you’re blaming everything or everybody for unexplained and non-sense things? And felt like the world is looking over your shoulder. You really don’t know how this crap starts, and where this resentment came from. You don’t know why but you feel your patience getting shorter and shorter. And even if your self asking “Why I’m acting like this way though I knew what may the result is” The result that can torture you and perhaps your tranquility too in the future..

How can I conquer all these kind of such a tragic selfish deeds of mine that might cause a pessimistic and miserable life!!?? Can the serenity enter my life continuously so that no one could ever devastate my mood, and calm life either. But how?

This past few days, after the typhoon locally called Glenda. I've noticed that god was so great to me and to my family. As he usually does to everybody, saving the life and givin’ so many times of chances to changed and to give thanks to him. And knowing that I am the one of his called daughter: who’s blessed, have a capabilities to do easily his wills, and a talent that could lift all praises through music. Realizing that, I am such a wasted person. That can’t see any bright. Resulting for hating anything annoyance. And if I had a few things that can ever described my self this past tragic week. “A sinful lady, a stupid sibling a pity one and a non-sense creation by him.

But the good news is, no matter how embarrassed and pathetic I felt ‘bout my situation. He never say it all that to me, he never let me drowned in the place that I have definitely belong to, he wouldn’t let to stay the spirit of sadness and sorrow on my emotional aspect and of course he never separate me from his endless love nor forsake me. Never, ever..

Nevertheless, realized that I am so grateful enough more than I think indeed. More than everything in this sinful flesh of mine and earth. How can I be that I can’t be? How impossible things can be possible? How repentance lead to forgiveness? How small matter can be a big one? How and How and How?

Only him can do things mo POSSIBLE! The perfect! An Omnipotent, Omniscient, Omnipresent father Almighty. 

Even me, you and everything in this world can changed by his own will and saved by grace.

To God be all the Glory!

Paradox

Being a college student, I find myself surrounded by a lot of diversity with classes to take, classmates that are potential friends, and future paths I could take. But among all of the choices and options, I find myself out of place, not in the loop, an outsider to all of my friends and peers. I seem to fit in with my friends and then I don't, I seem to be very good at a particular subject in school then I am not good enough for it. I fit in and I don't, a paradox that has always perplexed me.
I know I am not alone in this, but it feels like very few people I talk to understand my position. And being a student about to set foot into the real world, I am not sure what to do...????

.....But lately, realized that I am the one who should adjust more, not just to show who really I am but to fit in the world that full of realityyy. So may god blessed me with a lot of patience in terms of socialization.. Another lessons learned! He he he

"Something wonderful is 'bout to happen"

Cheers to my Blog

 Bonjour readers! 

This is my very first blog in this site. I am new to this blogging thingy,

 but I've always felt better when I write it down.  I've never been great at writing or 
whatsoever. But I have found super really ones today.

 I'll try something new not just to talked about my up's and down, my thoughts and feelings but also to share how grateful I am that I have JESUS in my life.

Ann Loraine Col "Reng" Dela Cruz is my name, 18 years of existence, Business Tycoon in the making lol. I mean, a 3rd year student taking up (BSBA) Bachelor of Science in Business Administration major in Marketing Management.

I chose this course because I think that it would be very beneficial to learn about each functional area of business, especially since I hope to own and operate my own business one day. Lewl :)

A Wanderer of Wonders, a Christian blogger who is always fascinated with God's creations and A girl who dreams to make it big in the world she chose to live in..

 A Worshiper, and MUSICOPHILE, a huge fan of music 

Why I love the word:

 [SER-UH N-DIP-I-TEE] 

–NOUN

1. AN APTITUDE FOR MAKING DESIRABLE DISCOVERIES BY ACCIDENT.

2. GOOD FORTUNE; LUCK (c)

“Serendipity. Look for something, find something else, and realize that what you've found is more suited to your needs than what you thought you were looking for.” - Lawrence Block

The "Sweet Serendipity" is one of my most favorite words in the English language. Sounds poetic and flowing.... I loved to find something valuable or delightful when even not looking for it. The unexpected meeting of an awesome things to just happen by chance that may changed our lives....

The meaning behind of my page title;

is the Spanish word of Rainbow, sounds classic. And besides,

I am a huge fan of  rainbows, a colorful one.... 

Deeply reminds me that whatever difficulties and any tragic (rain)
 came into our lives,  Just Always believe that something
 wonderful like a rainbow is about to happen.

So I decided to put the word rainbow to my blog site name....  loraineboow.blogspot.com

It also reminds me God's covenant to us;

1 Yes, I am confirming my covenant with you. Never again will floodwaters kill all living creatures; never again will a flood destroy the earth.”12 Then God said, “I am giving you a sign of my covenant with you and with all living creatures, for all generations to come. 13 I have placed my rainbow in the clouds. It is the sign of my covenant with you and with all the earth. 14 When I send clouds over the earth, the rainbow will appear in the clouds, 15 and I will remember my covenant with you and with all living creatures. Never again will the floodwaters destroy all life. 16 When I see the rainbow in the clouds, I will remember the eternal covenant between God and every living creature on earth.” 17 Then God said to Noah, “Yes, this rainbow is the sign of the covenant I am confirming with all the creatures on earth.”  (Genesis 9:11)

.....The only place where you can see my vulnerability.

Thankyou!!!!

Stay tuned for my next blog. *wink*

T O   G O D   B E   T H E   G L O R Y!